The Absence of Noise

Calm in Storm: Beyond the trade war

The quiet and the “absence of the noise” of life has been both life giving and, perhaps, a little disturbing. The quiet gives us time to consider what we value and allows us to focus on things that get lost in our hectic lives. I have had more time to listen to podcasts and sermons, and I’ve been able to focus on people and less on “getting things done.” This crisis has changed the way we all live. But sometimes we learn things that are uncomfortable.

One thing my wife and I have added to our daily routine is long walks. When we walk together we often pray for family, friends, the world, and our neighbors. But I get up early and often walk by myself. So I’ll listen to a sermon or pray for different needs. But, I am trying to listen to the Lord more. It’s not that I am hearing him audibly, of course, but this new quiet has allowed me to hear him as he graciously points out idols that I’ve acquired. Thankfully, because if his kindness, I never hear accusation or shame in these moments. Its more like a loving dad helping me learn about things that compete with my love for him. It has been good. Yet, the truths of what he says to me are a bit rattling at times. Nevertheless, I appreciate it and can hear those truths because his character is so good and his mercy is so evident. 

On an equally practical level, we’ve all had to be creative in how we use our time at home. We now disciple and coach on Google hangouts and our team meets on Zoom. Of course we work as much as we’re able, but there is more “free time” now and, if we’re not intentional, we can waste our quarantine. We thought we’d share some thoughts on this, but we also want to share some meaningful truths as we navigate these dangerous times together.

  1. This crisis reminds us how fragile we are and how we are dependent on the Lord. The problem with success is that it can seduce us into thinking “all is well,” even though reality tells us we are in more desperate need than we know. The good news is that the Living Water, Jesus, actually satisfies. Our fragility should direct us to that amazing water.
  2. The noise of life distracts us from the important things in life. I’m a diabetic and on occasion my blood sugar will get dangerously low, but if I’m distracted with busyness I can miss the cues of a low glucose which causes crazy and dangerous issues. But when I’m less distracted I can listen to the cues that alert me to problems. The same is true in our lives. Busyness can disguise larger issues that need to be thought about, particularly the importance of relationships and community, which provide for our well being. God himself is relational and he encourages us to reflect who he is and, generously provides his Spirit to help us.
  3. Although the numbers of potential fatalities are a reality (100,000 to 250,000 as of this writing), most of us will probably be untouched by an unexpected death. However, the possibility exists. This reality reminds us as believers that our hope extends beyond this world. This allows peace to be the dominant emotion even though we may be “nervous.” None of us want to die, or don’t care if we die, but it’s important to allow the future reality of death to point us to Jesus. He conquered death. It may seem way off in the future, and for most of us it may be, but it is very true that some day our lives on earth will end and we will stand before Jesus either as a friend or a foe. If as a friend (John 3:16), we’ll enjoy eternal life in the fullest way possible. It will simply be amazing. We can experience peace in this reality and knowledge instead of focusing on physical and economic despair. If as a foe then we will have to give an account of our lives before God himself (Romans 6:23).
  4. The world is watching those of us who are followers of Christ. They’re noticing how differently we’re responding to COVID-19. We can, as friends of Jesus, run toward the gates of hell with full confidence that God is in control! We can share why we experience peace. We can ask people how we can pray for them. We can serve them in practical ways by asking about their fears, going to the grocery store for them, offering a roll of toilet paper, or simply offering a smile. The crisis may not offer any immediate opportunities to share the gospel, but it will set you up for future opportunities post COVID-19. 

We know you are learning new things, exploring neglected places in your heart, and experiencing new ways to find joy in a dark place. We are praying for you and love you. We’re in this together and God remains on his throne. We hope you’ll find comfort from him and that Paul’s encouragement to trust him with your anxiety will be a growing reality. Please let us know how we can specifically pray for you.

 

A Tribute to Our Mom

She was one of eleven siblings and born somewhere in the middle of this rambunctious group. The eleven children were born during a tumultuous time in our country with the Great Depression happening and the second world war brewing. But the Weir Family, as most families did, made things work in Rutherford County, North Carolina.ole3CjKYSi2PgojB1ICIRg

Eleanor Weir Davis was a bright eyed brunette with a pretty face and an upbeat disposition to boot. It was only a matter of time (and pragmatics: there’s no privacy in a home with thirteen people) before she was spotted by our dad, Philip Davis. Although the time between meeting and marriage was short, this couple weathered all the storms of life and eventually brought my brother and I into the world.

Tim and I count it a remarkable privilege to be raised by our mom. We know she wasn’t perfect, but she was an amazing woman to us. Growing up, we always felt loved and cared for by mom. Our father died in 2008 and mom was left to carry on. And, with a stiff upper lip, she did it well.

As youngsters, Mom coaxed us into eating good things (mostly good things). She put marshmallows on cheese toast. She put cheese on top of broccoli. Sometimes she would “dare” us to eat something good for us. Occasionally she’d try to shame us into eating a vegetable. Today we love all those foods and we love unthinkable things like “liver mush.” She was convincing.

But she was also a funny mom. She kept us laughing and said seemingly outlandish things. Once she told me, as I backed out of our driveway, to “have fun, and if you run out of gas in the car, get some more.” Of course, it was with a twinkle in her eye.

She was patient with us, too. As teenagers we put her to the test with our crazy behavior and “test the limits” boyishness. But, she was always there when we’d crash and burn with open arms and the tenderness that only a mom can exude.

Oscar Wilde said, “Youth is wasted on young people,” and we were no exception to that. But as we’ve aged we have come to deeply value what mom has taught us and the way she has loved us. We are honored that God would give us such remarkable nurturing. This gift has also helped us see the Lord and his goodness. Mom has helped us to be more tender, more patient, and more loving toward people. And that, we think, are attributes that reflect the Lord so well.

But mom’s grace toward us is the best part of what we’ve experienced from her. And that, too, has pointed us to Jesus.

Yes, we are fortunate men to have been raised by such a remarkable woman. Even our families have experienced Eleanor Davis in fun and formative ways.

Our wives, Bonnie and Susan, have expressed how mom has always treated them like her own daughters. And this has meant a great deal to them. But my (Neale) kids have experienced her, too.

My son Taylor says, “I never heard her make disparaging comments about other people.” Philip, our middle child, mentioned, “I always think of her smile. She made everyone around her feel love and comfort just by being herself. Strangers and friends alike.”And our daughter Anna reminisced by saying, “She was witty, sharp, funny, easy going, and fun loving.”

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Yes, we loved our mom and we will deeply miss her. But we’re thrilled at what she’s seeing now and how free she is. She is, in fact, more alive than she’s ever been before. And we’re excited to know we’ll truly see her again. 

But we are sad, too. Our sadness will come and go, but our hope in God will sustain us and we hope that this truth will encourage  you, too. In fact, we’re sure mom would love for you to look Christ-ward to find hope and remember that life on earth is but a vapor.

We love you mom!

Perspective

Flying over the earth in the upper stratus of the atmosphere is most often a beautiful experience. 

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The minutia of life and all the daily demands that comes with living seem far away and more easily forgotten. The flight provides perspective that drowns out the endless lists, details, frantic pace and perpetual reminders that life is sometimes joyful, but always very challenging. High in the atmosphere, one can experience the freedom of flight and the beauty of the clouds, the wind, the sunlight and all the dramatic angles of being less caught up in the friction and weight of terra firma.

But, as the plane descends through the atmosphere we begin to experience other aspects of our journey.  Sometimes we run into weather that is less than conducive for smooth flight.  Air pockets may bang us around a little (or a lot).  Or we descend through clouds that can create fear and cause us to wonder if we’re in the right place or getting dangerously close to obstacles, or even the ground. Eventually we break through the clouds to find ourselves overwhelmed by the terrain and the multiplicity of increasing detail.  We may see a stand of trees, a range of mountains, or buildings that must be avoided.  We know the pilot is thinking of air speed, distance, flap position, and alignment as we make our final approach.  All of this can be disconcerting and, at times, overwhelming.  All considered, this can be a good picture of how life feels.

When I find myself in this setting, I can sometimes feel anxious.  It all seems so much at one time and I often feel like I am flying with the disadvantage of malfunctioning equipment.  This can be a change in my life, like a career move.  Or it can be dysfunctional communication in the family, or tension between friends, or as broad as an uncertain financial future.  Or it can be as intimidating as an abusive spouse or a major physical ailment, or an out of control anger.  And once again, we become overtaken by the reality of the broken world in which we all live. 

I have a friend who was scheduled to be in a close friends wedding, but because he had to fly to the wedding he decided at the last minute not to go.  Flying frightened him too much.  I know of a woman who hasn’t taken a vacation with her husband in years, because unless it’s driving distance she won’t go.  She, too, is afraid of flying.  And there are many people who don’t like change because it’s too unpredictable.  It causes great angst in their hearts to not be in control of their environment.  And so they never do anything except what they can “control.”  And they remain enslaved to those fears.

The question begs, how do we live successfully without being overtaken by all the pressures of life, the unpredictable issues, or by the inevitable changes that come with living?

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It takes several things to successfully navigate all the intricacies and challenges of life.  Let me offer a few things that have helped me.

  1. God’s word. I find it impossible to keep my nose above water without the healthy dose of perspective offered only in God’s word.  Life looses it’s context outside of a childlike faith in God.  Unless we are able to see the big picture of how God has made us and for what he has made us it becomes more than challenging to keep your boat from taking on water.
  1. God’s family.  God’s means of maintaining vibrancy and living a life of discipleship is the context of the body of Christ.  In the past I have had people share some difficult things with me about how I was behaving, thinking or speaking an it was these friends or others who love me that shared those sometimes ugly realities.  I didn’t care for it at the time, but I came to deeply value the love in which it was delivered to me.  I’m a different person as the result of those moments.
  1. God’s context.  When we come to Christ we move from the kingdom of darkness to the kingdom of light.  This is so significant because we’re now in the most remarkable relationship ever.  We have been adopted by the God of the universe who is sovereign, loving and merciful.  He is more committed to our growth and holiness than we could ever be (in fact, we can sometimes be resistant to growth).  This begins the process that Scripture calls sanctification.  This is the process of how God conforms us into his image, and sometimes it’s  painful.  But always it’s for our good and for God’s glory.  I have found that understanding this amazing process helps me as I take walk through the incredible journey called life.

As you venture through the valley of the shadow of death don’t forget that the King of Kings promises to walk with you. That may sound hyper spiritual or out of context to your 21st century world, but resist the temptation to dismiss it and lean too heavily on your own resources. Just because I don’t see God work in the way I prefer him to work does not at all mean that he is not at work. He takes very good care of his children. Lean upon him like you would a caring father. Believe what he says in his word. Share your struggle with trusted believing friends. And understand that we can trust this great God even when we don’t understand him. He has never failed and he never will.

“Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.” Psalm 23:4.

My Next Chapter: The Best Is Ahead

The last six years of my career as a counselor have been a time of tremendous learning. They have been a challenging six years, too. In fact, my job as a counselor and as the Executive Director at a counseling center was one of the most challenging jobs I ever had. In typical fashion, though, the Lord has taught me so much about Himself, and myself.

When you listen to people’s struggles much of the day, although rewarding, it can stretch your abilities as you do your best to help them. But if you tend toward being heavily empathetic, which I do, the test can stretch your boundaries like few things in life. One would think an empathetic ear is good to have as a counselor, and it is. But it’s challenging when you’re extremely empathetic. And that would be me. But again, I learned much.

Among the many things the Lord taught me, was learning to listen well, sitting with people who are in extreme pain, asking penetrating and purposeful questions, and the discipline of not offering advice, too soon. I wasn’t always great at that last one, but I improved ever so slightly as time progressed.

On the other hand, one thing that I enjoyed the most was learning how much I love discipleship, mentoring, and shepherding. As part of my doctoral work I wrote a curriculum to help pastors think with a marathon mindset in their lives and ministry. I was honored to take two groups of pastors through that material. During that time I realized how much I love shepherding them. That was part of how the Lord opened up new options and choices for me in this direction.

Additionally, last fall I applied for a job with a local Christian non-profit. Their mission and needs seemed to fit my skill set, however, I was eliminated after the second round of interviews. Nevertheless, in the process, their leadership was very affirming of what I do have to offer. They want to be able to direct me to some of the Christian non-profits that they consult with. They believed that my bent toward shepherd/encourager/mentor would be very helpful for the CEO’s and executive directors of these organizations. It’s exciting to be able to pursue that in my new position with Cru.

Providing all of the details of the Lord’s amazing work in my life would take too much space, but let me summarize by saying that it has been a full and robust journey, and a very exciting one (at least on this side of it :).

I’m thrilled to join Bonnie and the Cru City team as we serve to see lives transformed, serve the needs of the city, and multiply the Church. As of today, I plan to work with millennials, pastors, and non-profits to help them succeed in reaching the city, and the world, for Christ.

Of course, we’ll share each month through our newsletters. But we’re also planning on staying in touch through Instagram. Follow us @nealeandbonniedavis.

Lastly, I hope to email our newsletter and if you’re interested in receiving that please let me know by emailing me at neale.davis@cru.org.

Thanks for praying for us as we raise the financial support for meto be on part time staff. We love and appreciate you.

Neale Davis

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The Problem of Porn, Part 2

By Neale Davis, M.A., D.Min.

In the last article I mentioned how Christ has set us free from the slavery to sin. In essence he has unshackled our ankles from the giant steel ball. But often we, even as believers, continueIMG_0089 to carry that weight around with us unnecessarily. As it pertains to porn it is essential that we release that weight in order to be able to move with agility as we live and lead as men. Porn steals our character, integrity and our ability to experience honesty and transparency in relationships. It’s impossible to navigate life and our role as Christian men while carrying this weight, but the question begs, how do we do that?

As I speak with and counsel men I see more and more how utterly miserable it makes men. Those who have bought the lie of sexual fulfillment through porn always spiral out of control and into slavery. It is a trade of the abundant life Christ died for us to experience, for a stupor and zombie like existence that entangles and ensnares. There is no promise for fulfillment, but is actually a continual, but empty promise for life and fulfillment. Lust never delivers on it’s promises. It just demands more. The isolation it creates is numbing.

When I was growing up it took some effort to look at porn. You had to actually walk into a store and ask for a magazine. The paranoia of such an action would keep most men in line. But now the most raunchy porn is readily available at the click of the mouse. This has proved to be devastating for Christian men and the undoing of many. It is a rare day that I don’t see how destructive this temptation has proven to be. It reminds me of Proverbs 2:16-22 that describe in painful accuracy the effects of choosing immorality. This pursuit will lead you down to death and to the “spirits of the dead.” What a stark difference to what God offers in Christ.  He offers abundant life, which is a full and meaningful life.  He offers peace, mercy, and grace so extravagant that words fail to communicate the magnificence of this offer.

The hope offered in God’s word is magnificent. There is hope. Let me offer several suggestions in experiencing this freedom, but please keep in mine that making these choices is difficult and must be done in community. 

Remove the isolation. In the Lord of the Rings movies we meet the character Gollum who lives a half life of loneliness, lies and delusion. His isolation feeds his slavery to the idea of control.  This narrative never works out for Gollum. In fact, it eventually costs him his life. Addiction to porn is usually nourished and coddled in the secret places of our mind and our existence. Seclusion is the soil that best nourished the idol of the flesh and the first step to victory is removing it. It is important to involve people close to you in your struggle.  This includes one on one accountability, but it also means taking more steps to include structure in your life. I would recommend software on your computer, like Covenant Eyes, which doesn’t prohibit what sites you visit, but reports them to your accountability partners. However, if you choose partners who don’t typically look at your reports or take them serious, or follow through on tough things they see, then this won’t help. Make sure the people you choose to hold you accountable will confront you if they see red flags in your report. Give them permission to do so.

Realize the connection of lying and porn. There is a direct correlation to lying and the struggle of porn. It begins with lying to yourself about the effect of your decision.  “It’s not that big of a deal.”  “I can stop anytime.” “Just once won’t hurt.” “It’s a male thing so I can’t help it.” “It’s how God wired me so it must be okay.” These lies come, in part, from the deceptiveness of our own hearts but also flow from the enemy of our souls. Don’t make the mistake of blaming it all on the devil.  If you didn’t choose to do this, then you wouldn’t. It is a choice. The lies you believe and think, though, cause you problems and become more complicated the deeper you go into porn. So allow those who are closer  to you to ask you the hard questions.  Make a commitment to them to be forthright and honest. Don’t lie to your friends or yourself.

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Invite others into walk with you. The need for community continues here. It is reasonable to assume that if you follow this step it is highly likely that you will be freed from your struggle. As we grow and mature in our faith we are actually supposed to become more dependent upon one another in a healthy way. “Iron sharpens iron” requires another person. It is in the context of community that we can experience freedom and healthy relationships. They will never be perfect on this side of heaven, but we need people in lives who tell us the truth. And people to whom we can speak the truth. You may be able to manage your sin for a season, but it will take a community to help you overcome your sin for a lifetime. It is worth the risk of vulnerability and honesty.

Be honest with yourself. Sometimes we persuade ourselves with false talk that the problem is not that big. But that is not true. This is a big issue and the Lord wants to free you. Jesus’ intent is to provide you with abundant life. Abundance in that we can anticipate heaven and all of it’s mind boggling benefits, but eternal life begins when you trust Christ. The old things are in the past, Paul says, and we can anticipate new things. We must be honest with how we have compromised ourselves when we give into short term pleasures that lost no longer than a very short season. Look to Christ who is the only one who offers water that will satisfy you consistently forever.

Make your choice before you are tempted. Decide right now who you will text or email about your temptation. Right now. If you make this choose before your temptation then your chances of success are much higher. Don’t let the train leave the station. Otherwise you will find it challenging to stop it. Remember, you have a choice in this matter. When you begin to feel the urge to give in then immediately text your accountability partners and ask them to pray for you and ask you tomorrow (or next week, or in the next hour) what you did. Knowing they will can be the very thing that keeps your mind where it should be.

Go for a run. Generating the right kind of buzz is good for your mind and for your body. You don’t have to commit to training for a marathon, either. If all you can do is take a walk around the block, then do that. The endorphins that exercise generates show the creativity that God has in caring for us. These hormones are the bodies way of protecting us and show how much our designer cares for us. Take advantage of them.

When you are tempted don’t be afraid to flee. When it comes to “youthful lusts” Paul instructs us to actually flee (2 Timothy 2:22). Don’t play with these urges because they can have such subtle control of our hearts. In other areas Paul says to stand firm against the devil and he will flee from you. Not this one. Here he says to turn coat and run. Paul understands the influence and power of lust.

Set your mind on life giving things. I recommend you begin to memorize favorite Scriptures, but don’t just memorize them and then quote them like a mantra. These passages are not meant to be “a rabbit’s foot” in your pocket. Instead, as you quote them have a dialogue with the Lord about them. Ask him to explain them, to help the truth of the to transform you and penetrate your heart. Paul makes suggestions on where to take your anxious thoughts in Philippians 4:9.

Don’t stand in a pool of shame. If you choose to give in to the temptation then you know what will happen. You will feel shame for your decision. God’s Spirit convicts us of sin, but does so in order to lead us out of the mire. He doesn’t want youto get capexels-photo-356642.jpegught up in the muck of shame. So remember that God’s grace is meant for you and his blood has covered you for your brokenness. It always amazes me what Jesus said the woman who  was caught in adultery. Remember, she was guilty and that the levitical law does call for stoning (Jesus, as God, was the author of this law). But, since he was the fulfillment of this law, he says to her, “neither will I condemn you.” He extends grace to her first,then he calls her to “go and sin no more.” This same offer extends to you. Grace, and then the call to purity. This love toward you should help you grow out of your lustful slavery and into remarkable freedom.

Though this list is not exhaustible, it is a beginning. This is a battle that you must wage and can win as you move toward Christ. Bring your struggle into the light where Jesus will bring healing.

The freedom you experience as you do is remarkable. Now go ahead. Call some friends and entrust yourself anew to the Lord and to the care of the body. Welcome to freedom. It tastes good.

The Problem of Porn, Part 1

By Neale Davis, M.A., D.Min.

Most every man breathing can attest to the remarkable physical attraction of a woman.  The look, the thrill, the intrigue and the power. This attraction in and of itself is a normal impulse, since the male mind has visual stimulation as part of his DNA. The magnetic draw can sometimes feel inexplicable. But, this attraction, without limits, usually turns into a monster and drags the man into a seemingly inescapable abyss. It’s all something that has pulled many men downward and, for some, this attraction has drawn them to their ruin.  Some to their death.  But one of the most dangerous elements to this incredible draw is how subtle the damage to our spirit it can cause. 

Soloman addresses this potentially fatal attraction.“For her house (the adulteress) leads down to death and her paths to the spirits of the dead. None who go to her return or attain the paths of life”(emphasis mine).  So, the question begs, why do men continue to fall into this extraordinarily dangerous area of sin? The devastation it brings is entirely predictable as is the short shelf life of the satisfaction brought by indulging in lust. But men still are drawn, like sheep going to their slaughter. It reminds one of the sign on the road that reads, “warning, the edges of this sign are very sharp and dangerous. Be careful!” and then at the bottom of the sign it reads, “by the way, the bridge ahead is out.” Somehow many men miss the significance of purity and it’s reward. Instead they become mesmerized by the visual stimulation and false intimacy it brings. Before they know it they’ve passed the sign and mindlessly proceed to a bridgeless ravine at a high rate of speed.

The goal of this article is to bring to life the reality that, for the believer, lust can be controlled and the abundant life Christ promised can be experienced. Let’s take a look at the passage in Proverbs mentioned above. It is Proverbs 2:18-19 and there are at least two areas that are helpful to look at when exploring this struggle. The first involves the warning of what happens when we choose wrong decisions. The second involves the indirect promise of pursing Christ.

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Recently I was watching a movie where the lead character was experiencing heartache and family problems at having a diabetic child and a disintegrating marriage.  While on the train on his way to work one morning he meets an intriguing and beautiful, but married woman. In the ensuinglogo1-mask-of-deception.jpg discussion he realizes how much she can empathize with his story. One thing led to another and ultimately the two found themselves in front of a hotel contemplating whether or not to step into the world of adultery. As they entered the hotel room, having made the fateful decision, they end up getting robbed and beaten, and the thief, in cohoots with the woman, ultimately continues to extort money from the man in exchange for not telling his wife about the affair. His life had taken a remarkable turn for the worse based on a moment of delusion. His life felt like it was over and he had entered the world of the dead. Not only were his problems not solved, but they were exacerbated. Such is the mirage of lustful pursuits. 

I have two sons and I have told them, in helping them understand the issue of lust, that should a naked woman walk up to me and make a proposition, that I would quickly flee in the opposite direction.  The much more challenging task would be if in the privacy of my own mind I was tempted to think sexual thoughts about a woman that I saw, but chose not to pursue those thoughts. That’s the really challenging thing to do.  Knowing these thoughts would only lead downward away from life is so important. This is where most of us live.  A decision each day to choose to think right thoughts which can protect us. It’s important to understand that for every negative command in the Bible, i.e. the ten commandments, there are two positive principles behind them. One to protect us from the harmful results of sinful behavior, and the other to provide for us the abundance that Christ promises us as believers (John 10:10).  Tomorrow is made up of lots of small decisions today. So, if I choose to entertain a lustful thought, which I know to be wrong, I can expect to experience the devastation of it’s delusion. In many ways pursuing lustful thoughts is a lot like that scene from “Raiders of the Lost Ark” where the Nazis open up the Ark of the Covenant and the Spirit of God flies around them appearing beautiful until they realize it is God’s holiness. The beauty, then, turns into a frightening image that literally melts their bodies. At first, it seems okay or harmless to think these thoughts, but it will certainly come back to haunt us as it enslaves us and leads us down the path to destruction.

Men take a step toward numbness and death when they fail to realize the spiraling results of poor decisions in regards to their purity. If men remained numb in their life they would never be fully aware of possible damage that they are doing to themselves. Every dentist always tells his patients that following a procedure using a local anesthetic she must be careful when eating.  It’s possible the doctor says, for her to chew on her own flesh and not realize it. A terrible thought, but that is what happens to us when one becomes numb to the devastating results of sin. They destroy their own flesh.

None Attain the Paths of Life.

“none who go to her (adulteress) return or attain the paths of life.”

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The implication, of course, in the second verse is that there is life to be found and experienced when one chooses God. The rest of chapter two of Proverbs reminds the reader about where believers need to live in order to experience real life. They need to live upright and blameless. When Jesus met the woman at the well he told her about the water he provided would permanently solve her thirst. It confused her and she took it to mean water in a literal sense. But Jesus was referring to the life he promised for those who trust him and put their faith in him. He said, “…I have come that you might have life and have it to the full.” In reality, there is nowhere we can be satisfied except in Jesus. Nothing in life will meet our deepest need for significance, relationship, and fulfillment than a life in pursuit of Jesus. Nothing. Absolutely nothing. Really. Seriously, there is nothing that will fill us with life except Christ.

There was a time in my life when I struggled with my thought life. If I stayed in a hotel without a colleague it was a difficult choice to not look at things I knew would rob me and leave me wanting.  But often I would drift down that road and always, I’d regret it.  Then I took serious what Paul said in Romans 7:18, “You have been set free from sin and have become slaves to righteousness.” Even more exciting was the truth of Romans 8:1 which says, “Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus, because through Christ Jesus, the law of the Spirit of life set me free from the law of sin and death.”  It didn’t happen suddenly, but I began to understand that I didn’t have to entertain lustful thoughts, like I used to think was inevitable for men. I could actually redirect my thoughts and experience the fullness that Christ promised.  And it’s phenomenal to have that freedom. Since moving in this direction I can honestly say that I feel more fulfilled than I have ever felt in all areas of my life. It’s like I have been unshackled from a huge ball and chain. If you’re a believer, you have been unshackled, too.  However, many Christian men, for some reason, like to continue to carry the ball around with them. That is terribly inconvenient. And entirely unnecessary.

In the next article, I will explain ways to drop the ball (in the good sense) and begin to experience the freedom that Scripture promises to those who belong to him. Paul writes in 2 Corinthians 3:17, “Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom.” The attraction to women is, thank God, still in me.  But now it’s there as part of how God made me as a man and not a gross distortion of what is good.

The Preservation of the Heart

The heart is central to our life and journey. It beats in our chest to keep us going. It pushes the life giving blood through our veins. It races when we need it and slows when we’re quiet. Our mothers helped it develop in their body. Our heart quickens when we love someone. Sometimes we can share it with someone else. But at some point it stops when it’s time to step into eternity. And, yet, it represents so much more.

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Our heart is the symbolic center of our lives. We hear phrases like, “I love you with all of my heart,” or “it was a heartbreaking decision.” Our hearts do get broken. They bleed. They feel. Sometimes we say we lead with our heart. People in the southern USA say, with pity, “bless your heart” (not an endearing phrase most of the time). Our hearts are wrenched sometimes. We play games with all of our heart. The heart symbolizes our commitment to a cause or a relationship. It is central to our loyalties and expresses deep commitment.

God loves his people and expresses his remarkable character by becoming a human with a human heart in order to make way for his people to surrender their heart to him. He is the only one who can satisfy our heart and he is the only one who will never disappoint us. But he calls us to unabashedly and unreservedly give our heart to him. In fact, all he wants is our heart. He told the Jews, “I the LORD will answer him as he comes with the multitude of his idols, that I may lay hold of the hearts of the house of Israel.” God declares his great motive in spite of our duplicitous and adulterated hearts. He offers us the Living Water to satisfy us and to proclaim his great name. He is a relational God who alone can satisfy our heart. When we find our satisfaction in him we are at rest, even when chaos surrounds us. John Piper reminds us that God is most glorified in us when we are most satisfied in Him. The world was created for his glory. He gave us hearts so that we could enjoy this glory.

Matthew 6:21 says, “Where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.” God wants us to recognize that there is no other treasure that will satisfy us besides him. The pleasures and treasures we continually try to fill the void in order to satisfy our hearts always fails. Those deceptive “treasures” have as much potential to satisfy us as a nameless and lifeless idol has of speaking to us. Even the things that have the capability to make us happy never last as long as we would like. And yet, we continue the same routine. Idols cannot preserve the heart. Only Christ can do that. As he told the woman at the well, “Everyone who drinks this water will be thirsty again, but whoever drinks the water I give them will never thirst. Indeed, the water I give them will become in them a spring of water welling up to eternal life.”

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So, how does treasuring Christ preserve the heart? Let me offer a few ways that this works.

First, in Christ, we are given peace. Peace is part of the fruit of the Spirit, as Paul shares in Galatians. It’s important to understand that peace is not the same as happiness. Peace exists regardless of the circumstances, whereas happiness is based entirely on circumstances. I recall when our first child was born. Inexplicably he was born with a malignant tumor called neuroblastoma. During his first week of life we had no idea if he would live or not. It was the worst week of our lives. But in the midst of the nonstop tears my wife and I both experienced peace knowing that God is good, merciful, and provident.

Secondly, we know from God’s word and from our experience that God is truly provident. This means that nothing surprises him. He isn’t confused. He isn’t capricious. He isn’t random. He isn’t cruel. Honestly, it is extremely difficult, if not impossible, for a finite being to make sense of an infinite God. We simply can’t wrap our minds around the idea of infinitude. This isn’t an excuse, but merely a nod to the reality that our limits will never be able to explain God. Otherwise we would be God. It is important and essential for us to rest in his reputation and his character. When have we ever known God to fail, or to drop the ball, or to not live up to his promises? Sure, there are plenty of moments in life where we may be tempted to think he has left the building, like when my son had cancer, but hindsight always offers perspective. Even if our suffering feels unending. Job is a good study for us to see that God is provident, even if it feels a little (or a lot) challenging to grasp. God reminds Job that he is in control and nothing slips through his fingers. When Job acquiesces he finds peace, even though his questions are not answered and his children remained dead. He could let his questions go unanswered because the very God he challenges remains constant and pure irregardless of his comprehension of God’s greatness. He makes all things new. Psalm 139 also reminds us of how knowledgeable and personal he really is.

Thirdly, treasuring Christ preserves our heart by taking away the angst that life so often brings. When we experience peace and we trust in God’s eternal sovereignty we have no need for the oppression of anxiety. Even though life brings certain unpredictability about what’s around the next corner we are able to experience restfulness. Two thoughts here. First, this isn’t to say that our mere belief and trust in God dissolves angst. It means that we can find rest knowing God is in control. We can be expectant and actually believe that God will be faithful and provide for us, even if it feels difficult or scary to do so. It reminds me of the father who asks Jesus to heal his son. Jesus, challenging the man’s trust, asks him if he believes he can heal the boy. The man responds, “I believe. Help my unbelief!” It’s an awkward place to be as we believe God is in control and yet we struggle to not jump in to make sure all ends well.

Secondly, although we want God to remove our problems and pain what he actually promises is better. He tells us that he will walk with us through them. “Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me….” Treasuring Christ provides that simple, but fulfilling choice to rest in God.

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As I write this I am in the midst of making a career change. Some people would say I am crazy at this age to make such a change, and yet, here I go. I believe the Lord is allowing me this choice and has affirmed my desire to change. And yet…… Don’t believe for a minute that I don’t have some moments of breathless panic. But I do believe he will provide and protect. That is his nature and I am his child. In the midst of a very unpredictable journey I can move confidently because I am his child and he has never failed.

Standing in this confidence I sense that he is preserving my heart. I am at rest even while the storm rages around me. Isaiah says, “You keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on you, because he trusts in you. Trust in the LORD forever, for the LORD GOD is an everlasting rock.” The preservation of the heart starts and ends with God. Rest in him.